*Sound depressing, right? But there is a reason why you are reading this right? *
Depression is something dark, evil yet self proclaimed the best and easy solution which is death - lingering over your mind time by time.
Depression can't be taken lightly as it slowly affecting your emotion and lifestyle in term of perception. Being hopeless and pessimistic can be influencing the lifestyle and eventually will lead to death continuously.
One person having depression does not appear to be vulnerable, sad or sick because its good at hiding and only appear when you feel vulnerable.
Depression need to be treated if you keep thinking about death all the time OR planning your own time death.
I know how it hard to talk about it to a person, you scare that people will judge you right? You scare that people will think of you weirdly just because you have the thought. Yeap, I know. But now listen, talk to someone who you close to. You will definitely feel better.
Do not let your shadow eat you up.